| hello xanga. :)
I am so not supposed to be awake at this kinda time (timecheck:1.57AM). hahahaha i bet i'll be dragging pulling forcing myself out of bed tmr for work. WORK. eeks. a promoter's life sucks.
especially when you meet those stuck-up idiots who doesnt knw how hard a promoter's life is. when they don't even bother to look at u, not even a sign of acknowledgement. you knw, its as if ure a spastic talking to urself? so far, only one (yes, pathetic ONE) who emphatises my predicament. this lady didnt get anything from me, but when she says she understands, i just felt so the-world-is-so-beautiful, someone FINALLY understands.
its just 4 more days. i shall get this over and done with.. my pretty pretty paycheck awaits me.. woooo *smiles* |
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| im confused. is he really not worth it? |
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| i hate men who make women cry.
issit inevitable for them to deviate from the expectations of a marriage - respect, devotion and faithfulness?
if u can't adhere to these, then why get married - and end up hurting the other party? |
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| i feel like whining. i feel like kicking somone. i feel like scolding someone.. i feel like throwing a pot down and hit the whoeva making funny noises downstairs. i feel like waking up my parents and make them hear me whine, and hear how sad my life is, but my dad just warn me to nv disturb them when dey r slping. i feel like waking my brother up and tell him how sad my life is, but he just screamed at me for switching the lights on. im feeling weird. i want to jump on my parents bed, i want to pull my brother's hair. hmm.. and i just had a brilliant idea.. i want to cut his hair! nw i feel like cutting my mum's hair too. i hate studying really. it makes me feel funny.. and it makes me feel tetchy.. gettin depressed over the most lil thing. bahs. and i hate it when i spent hrs reading, and hrs later, i couldnt recall what i read at all! hwo could anyone actually love studyin. i really wish im a bookshelf in my past life, but unfortunately, i think im a paper-shredder. or book shredder. i dunno. all these notes and books and getting on my nerves so badly that i feel like tearin them apart, like how a paper-shredder *ciiiiizak*. im still depressed. i want my table to undergo a pink-ification, i want to get a pink clock and a pink phone, or even a pink lamp. other than those, everything on my table is pink now. got a pink board, pink pen-holder, pink notepad recently, and my table is pink! with the pink clock, pink phone, pink lamp, it will be complete! i feel like painting my whole rm pink nw. im tired nw.. gd nite. |
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